So yeah, I really shouldn’t have watched the finale of ER last night.
I could feel my non-inverted uterus climbing into my lungs in horror.
Between that and Carter talking about his dead son. Well, you can imagine how good my preggo hormones were doing.
I am just creeping up on 26 weeks with this pregnancy. At this stage, my poor Scott was already dead. I just didn’t know it.
I feel that the constant wiggling and kicking from this little girl is a way of her saying ‘don’t worry, I am fine.’
It has been a year and a half and not a day goes by that I don’t think about him.
On a slighter lighter note…a year ago this Saturday we were winging our way down to Disneyland, care of my best friend who KNEW we needed a break, and escape as a family. And it worked.
We had SUCH a great time. It really was a great vacation. For all of us.
I’m so glad you have a wiggly, kicky baby.
xoxoxo,
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She is okay mommy…and soon (although I’m sure not soon enough) she’ll be in your arms wriggling and kicking from the outside. 🙂 I’m so excited for you all.
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a girl! congratulations Kerry.
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I’m glad this little girl is doing the shimmy of reassurance for you. Even with no previous loss I was a mess whenever the boys would have a less active day. And ER is the worst about the mom and baby deaths. I watched a lot of ER on maternity leave and would almost always end up in tears.
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A girl…well congrats! Do your other children know that baby will be a girl? Yes I can remember you trip last year….you had a wonderful time…..ah and who would have thought you would be carrying a little bundle of joy in your tummy….all the best…
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It always amazes me how prominate some things are when we’ve experienced them. Things we would have never noticed or been bothered by before are suddenly right in our faces. Ugh. I hope you are relaxing and enjoying your little soccer player! At least she knows mom needs a bit more reassurance!
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