Clean socks are a privilege, not a right
Today was a good day. I wasn’t feeling anxious. I wasn’t feeling rushed. I wasn’t feeling pressured. I RELAXED in the morning. Then I headed outdoors with the kids and dog. I also had my book in hand. It was sunny. There was a hint of lovely warmth in the sun. It slowly drew out […]
A strange feeling came over me last night….a feeling of dissociation with my own body. With each pregnancy and all the other tests, illnesses, and what not, I have started to look on my body more as a ….I don’t know….vessel? I feel very disconnected to my own flesh. In some ways this is good. […]
Yes, it is a lovely Good Friday here. I am half asleep after a night listening to my darling husband convince me that he does have sleep apnea while sandwiched between my two little angels. I have a long list of ‘to do’s’ that I would like to accomplish this weekend. Very domestic…cleaning, sewing and […]
Shit..it just started. …..Heh. Caity just walked up to Adam and said ‘Hey Ayam. Hows it going little buddy?’ Her accent is so bizarre. So she still has preschool this week, but Adam is off. This means NOOOOO quiet time for me. I need quiet time. No. I do. Really. I SUPPOSE I should […]
Caity said ‘fucking’ as in ” I am not going to fucking school momma!” But it sounded really cute. Sigh.
My period started today. Caity wigged about going to preschool this morning. My sympathy was non existent. All I kept thinking was “By all that is holy, if I do not get two hours of silence today I will lose my freaking mind..you are soooo going to school” Thankfully CH sensed the danger and […]
We are going to Disneyland for 6 days. Just 6 days. We don’t leave till April 4th. It has been like planning for a world tour or something. I have been ‘pre-packing’ for myself and the kids. I had Caity try on all her stuff from last summer…she has grown out of a lot of […]
I don’t think so. So yes, today would have been my due date. CH thought it was the 15th so he didn’t clue into why people were calling us. And yes..the kind calls from loving family were appreciated. But I was feeling okay today. It was a lovely sunny day. I didn’t get any alone […]
They ain’t sexy..but they are cute