Clean socks are a privilege, not a right
Yes..there IS another one! I am about 14 weeks along…..I feel bad..I haven’t even told half my friends and NONE of my family. It has all been weird. While we are totally excited…with all the horror of losing Scott….just getting pregnant felt like a betrayal. We are also a tad jumpy about ANYTHING being wrong […]
Even though I don’t really feel like it. It is hard to feel THAT sad again. I don’t want to. It is leading up to Christmas…my children are excited and pestering us for trees and to finish decorating the house. I have Christmas Cards to write, and gifts to buy. There are open houses to […]
But it IS sad that I was hugely preggers last November. And happy. I am happyish….I suppose. But still. Ok…I think the BIG doom and gloom is that clothing size I am probably AS big as I was preggers….. I would still look like a fat witch if I was wearing this costume this year..but […]
Dear Scott, I thought you should know that I have not forgotten that the only reason we got to go to Disneyland was because you died. If not, I would be here with a month old baby boy, tired, stressed and exhilarated all at once. I would be spending time getting to know you. Your […]